Friday, November 23, 2012

Emotions suck major ass

I feel a lot of emotions right now.
I just don't know anything anymore.









Tuesday, November 20, 2012

I want to be thin

I want to be thin.







Hello, new blog, new home, new start, new life??

Well this is going to be a bit strange for a while. I can see it all ready. So here I am a new Blogger person per say. Oh well, here goes nothing. This week is Thanksgiving to everyone in the good 'ol USA. I am looking forward to it actually.
Granted, Aunt Flo came to visit tonight as well. I wonder how long it'll last for. Maybe I won't need the operation after all. I'll have to wait and see about that.
I am nervous about some things but that is all quite normal, I guess.
I have been looking through web browsers lately to see if I can lose this fat that is covering over my body.
I want to lose at least 70lbs. I wish I could it by April of 2013 but that's only a few months away. I still cannot believe that November flew by so quickly too. Hell, this year fucking flew by really fast. It is quite scary now that I think about it.
I hope things continue to go well with Mike. He's been great to me throughout these couple of years. A lot of things have happened and its just part of life.
I am just nervous about being back home with some of my family who I haven't seen in a few months. I'm scared of binging on the Thanksgiving food. It IS going to be a LOT of food and its all yummy too.
God help me not to binge. I want to lose this weight.
Maybe I need a buddy or something. I'm not sure.